Cayla's Journal

colinchic531 @ 2004-09-07T09:27:00

2004-09-07T13:31:46Z

i havent updated in this thing in like yrs lol..but yea last nite was fun hung out with kristi and amanda and jeff hehe yea and we didnt know aht to do so we just watched tv and it was fine i had a good time and then we left to go bring me and jeff home and we decied to go get gas cuz i love to pump gas it was fun lol and on the way there we saw two girls kissing or w/e they were not quit sure but they did it to like piss us off or somethign lol not totally sure tho lol but yeah and then came home listened to ryan cabrera got a good idea not soo sure of ti now tho lol and so i woke up this morning at 6:36 to wait for edlie to come and she came at like 7:15 it was funny cuz we were watching lil kids wiating for the bus haha i dunno it was just funny so now we are gonna be goin to go with kristi to the dentist so she can get a filling haha her face will be fat yea and then being bored lol yupp cuz edlie is gion home at 2 and kristi has practice at like the same time so yupp yupp..start school tommorrow cant wait well gonna go so ill update lata....I LOVE MY ICON ITS SOO AWSOME....RYANJS ON TV!!!!! <3 cayla

August 14th Best Day Of My Life

i love him

2004-08-18T21:29:23Z

I Got Ryan Cabrera's CD Yesterday And It's FUCKING AMAZING..I Can't Put It Down!!! EVERYONE Should Go Get IT!! There's 12 Songs On The CD And I Like EVERYONE Of Them!!

Ryan smiling at Amanda b/c i was crying and he told his exact words to his maager was "omg i wanted to cry with her"(me) lol..I LOVE RYAN CABRERA SOO MUCH HE SI SOO AWSOME AND NICE AND WHO CANT ARGUE WITH HOW GORGEAOUS HE IS!! IM HIS TRUE FAN!!!

Ryan sating rock on to us after we left the store

Ryan signing autographs :-)

RYANS BUM!!! ISN'T IT CUTE?!?!

Ryan walking up the stairs to the stage for questions & answers

ryan looking over at us cuz we were like Ryan We Love You

this is the GREAT SHIRT KRISTI MADE ME!!! :-D and RYAN WROTE ON IT!!!

This is when RYAN SMILED AT US BECAUSE THIS GIRL BEHIND ME SAID WE LOVE YOU RYAN!!!!!!

HaHa Gross Me And Beatiful Colleen..Wish I Looked Like Her....<33 BFFL

Kritsi and Amanda at school b4 finals..gotta love my girls amand akristi and colleen <33 bffl

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-26T15:43:00

2004-07-26T19:57:54Z

well ok this is probaly goin to be my last journal updat in this livejournal my new one is ryans_girl_27..yupp at it bitches.....ne wayz found out some crap today..see im not stupid i had a hunch it was goin on but i never said ne thing..my "best friend" lied to me she made plans with us to hang out (us meaing me and kristi) and she said she only wnated to hang out with her cuz ALONE now to me that deffinition means not with ne one else ryte?/ ryte so lata me and rksiti call her cell..she ALWAYS answers it but she dint this time and then when get a phone call from her and kristi asks how she got to her cuz house and she never answered that quetion lat we find out she ditched us and hung out with brad and kurt not just her cuz BUT she said they only stopped by NO they hugn otu with them all day then even picked them up tahts what pisses me off and i mena i got fucked up when i lied but watch she wont cuz i dont kno why but taht pisses me off..and then i find out the reason she dint wnana hang out with ME was her cuz donest like me HELLO IVE NEEVR HUNG OTU WITH HER..oo but teh reason for that is oo i heard somethign wtf did u hear taht was most likly form ur own cuz my "best friend"/..u kno what im fucking sick of it im sick of all this shit ok i am i mean i listened to all of it and lost something/someoen outta ur lies and id on kno how much i can take of it ill eventually forgive u but fomr ur live journal it seems liek u only cared about lieing to one person soo i get it thanks..w/e im out

new livejournal.....ryans_girl_27

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-24T12:07:00

2004-07-24T16:14:27Z

ok lets see my day started off pretty good actually and yea i took a shower and blow dried my hair kinda straight so manda can attempt to iron it haah she did good until she bruned me like 5 million times lol..but yea kurt said he was gonna stop by but nope he didnt so ok i get it....ne wayz im lucky i didnt wiat all day for him to come by but he didnt stop by for the stupiest reason...went to amandas had alot of fun then went home so i can get ready for drivers ed!! i love it there lol its fun but then kristi and amanda picked me up and then we were driign around for a lil and i go what time do u have to be home and amanda was like id ont have a time but i have 20 mins yea she had to go get her cuz and i coudlnt get out of the car cuz brad was mad at me cuz supposivly i flipped him off which i didnt but ok and thats the reason kurt didnt stop by thats fucked up i mean ok u coudl have called but ok..taht pissed me off then somethign else did when we were dropping off amanda..i dunno it just kidna hitme that something was done i dunno hard to explain but ok w/e id ont understand why we stil cant eb freinds i mean u r with all ur other x's whats with that?? seriously..i mean i didnt do ne thgin wrong but w/e im haing otu with frineds today i dont kno what were doin so ill edit lata <3cayla

ok heres the edit soo far havent done ne thing cuz well basically i was ditched but w/e i dont fuckign care ne more i mean i barley talk to colleen ne more i dunno she doenst seem to intrested in being my friend ne more and i dont want to lose her friendship..then amanda has changed completly and i ahve no fuckign clue how and why but she has the only person who has been there for me for the past days was kristi she has helped me throw alot of shit that has happened..i just dont kno waht goins on ne more with everyone..someone wanna enlighten me plz i woudl LOVE to kno

p.s. maybe ill update more if something actually happens

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-21T21:44:00

2004-07-22T01:51:02Z

well im still in a pretty fucked up mood god only knows why but hey what can u do apparently he wasnt for me but ok today was ok it was mad hott out tho...like i woke up took a shower and then straightened my hair now that was fucking insane it was sooooo hott in the bathroom thought i was gonna die lol ne wayz so then i went with kristi to get her bf who had some problems with his car then she got my best for me then she dropped me off so i could pick up jen for our observation hour fun stuff then after i went to jens for a lil and that was fun then we left and went to drivers ed...she drove there she is pretty good but has some road rage lol but hey i do too...then class started me and and jen didnt really get ne of the teachers jokes so he was like i got her to laugh (jen) and he was like now if i can get her friend to laugh lol maybe some time i just didnt get ne jokes lol tehn we left cuz class was over it went by wicked fast then she drove home she is soo fuckign funny lol then came home and yea now im here so ill update lata <3 cayla

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-20T18:57:00

2004-07-20T23:02:18Z

well heres a update on my crap life .......ne wayz ok me and my bf broke up b/c of a dum reason well it wasnt dum but i ddint even do it so therefore it shouodnt be a problem...o welll i mean and i felt like at some point in time i woudl ahve to do somethign i ddint want to ya kno? i dunno maybe im dum for saying ne of this but thaTS how i feel...but w/e...ne wayz today i had a driving observation and that was fun...NOT but o well yea and so after that i went to amandas then home and now im reading my manual for drivers ed quiz tommorrow fun stuff ryte there but yea thats about it and tommorrow i dont kno what im doin hopefully something till 4 30 then a observation hour again then drivers ed cant wiat ok lata <33

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-19T21:55:00

2004-07-20T01:56:26Z

yay i fucked up agian..wow my whole life revoles around fucking up..wonder what teh enxt one is gonna be???hmmmm..o well im sry everyone for being a bad person but i dont kno what to do or say

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-17T12:45:00

2004-07-17T16:50:07Z

me and chles are soo gonna be kickin ass this yr so many bitches soo lil time but we can pull it off ryte???? haha i kno we will lol i love u girl ur soo awsome!!!

(X) made a wish
(X) tied your shoes
(X) eaten cake
(X) signed a contract
( ) made something explode
(_) directly and knowingly supported the pornography industry
(X) sent something through the US mail
(X) been very angry
(X) gone a day without eating
( ) stolen something you considered "insignificant"
(X) watched more than three different television shows
(X) prayed
(X) had a conversation that you considered very personally meaningful
( ) been intoxicated by any substance
(X) thrown up
(X) gotten paid
(X) gone a night without sleeping
(X) broken something you like by accident
(X) envied someone very strongly
(_) finished an artistic project
(X) hated
(_) fucked (IF YOU MUST CALL IT THAT)
(X) made very loud noises
(X) made noise that was too loud
(X) given a thumbs up
(X) agreed to go to out of state
(X) slept in a bed that is not, or has never been, your own
( ) listened to Pat Benatar's "Love Is a Battlefield"
( ) been drunk
( ) smoked pot
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) been dumped
(_) been fired
(X) been in a fight
(_) snuck out of your parent's house
(X ) broken the law
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) stolen something from my job
(X) seen someone you haven't seen in years(MONTHS)
(X) fibbed to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
(_) been to europe
(_) been out of the country
( ) skipped school
(X) said something you regretted instantly
(X) read a good book
(X) tried something new
(X) broken your word
(X) ended up not doing what you planned to do
(X) cried
(X) kept your mouth shut in order to keep the peace

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-16T11:46:00

2004-07-16T15:47:13Z

i dont kno what to do???

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-12T11:19:00

2004-07-12T15:34:50Z

Part 1. Basics-

My name is: cayla
In the morning I was: sleeping
All I need now is: ryan cabrera's cd
Love is: coinfusing
My middle name is: rose
My most used nickname is: i dont have one
My birthday is: april 7th 1988
My height is: 5 '5
My nail color is: Natural.
My nationalities are: irish
My weaknesses are: i always trust the wrong people

Part 2. Who -
Last layed in your bed: Me
Spent the night at your house: amanda
You went to the mall with: colleen
Yelled at you: My mom
Do you cry to most to: no one
Had a funny conversation with: kristi
Drove with: moms b/f.
Has the best hair: kristi..it lokks good no matter what
Do you want to be like: britney spears
Has the most blond moments:kristi and colleen lol its friggan funnyy lol..edlie cant she is too smart
Do you hang out with most: amanda kurt and shanwa nd kristi...i need to ahng out more with colleen and edlie!!
Knows you best: i dunno
Can always make you laugh: edlie
Do you go to for advice: no one..cuz i barley talked about whats goin on ne more cuz no one listens but collz
Do you wish you saw more: edlie/colleen
Has the most random moment with you: colleen lol
Missed: all of my friends

Part 3. What is:
Your most overused phrase: w/e
Your thoughts first waking up: wtf
The color of your favorite bathing suit: white n baby blue
Your biggest pet peeve: don't know
Your thoughts before you go to bed: man i screwed up lol

Part 4. Favorites:
Body part: Eyes
Kind of fruit: basketball...baseball
Sport to watch: baseball REDSOX KICK ASS...no yankeess edlie!!!
Music to fall asleep to: clay aiken
Football team: the patriots
Basketball team: None.
Hockey Team: none
Number: 27
Actress: jennifer aniston
Actor: Collin Farrel/jale ghynhall
Female Singer: britney spears
Band: NSYNC
Male Singer: RYAN CABRERA
Activity: Hanging out with my friends
Food: pasta
Aunt: Aunti maryann
Uncle: Uncle shawn
Cousin: ashley
Time of day: night

Part 5. The Future-
Age you hope to be married: 25
Number of children:one
Names of children if boys: colin
Names of children if girls: belle
Dream wedding: a church with my closets freinds and it has to be all light pink and white and yea..i have it all planed out andi dont have time to write it out
When you grow up what do you want to be: choreographer
Where do you want to live: in the south

Part 6. Opposite Sex-
Best eye color: green
Best hair color: dark
Personality trait: funny, nice, sweet, n outgoing
Best height: taller than me

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-08T16:11:00

2004-07-08T20:15:00Z

ok well OMFG RYAN CABRERA WAS ON ASHLEE SIMPSON SHOW LAST NITE FUCKIGN HOTT!!!! I LOVE HIM!!! lol ne wayz last nite i had fun but kinda fucked up i dnt really wanna talked about it i hate me self for it...well im done updating for now lata <3
i just wanted to up date to tell everyone about my love ryan cabrera lol

bored

2004-07-07T18:12:34Z

ok this week has been great been haning out with kurt and amanda UNTIL she decied to go to maine lol im jk she was forced lol still love ya hunnie...then hung out with brad and then COLLEEN lol we had some fun that night...and i found out earlier today jessica simpson is NOT reschedualing her concert..yes that means no ryan cabrera for cayla!!!! im pissed! o well ill see him when he comes back ALONE without that concert ruiner jessica lol jk i love her lol but i love ryan morreee lol ne wayz....i dunno im more happier now then i have ever been and it makes me happy duh lol just some ppl make me angry with stupid little comments lol o wel lol gotta go leave some <33
p.s kurt thanks for making me happy in case u didnt kno u do ALL the time <3

::FROM THE TOP::
name:: Cayla
birthday:: April 7, 1988
birthplace:: Salem,MA
current mood:: crappy
current taste:: nachos
current hair:: up messy
current clothes:: sweat pants ,tank top
current annoyence:: everyone
current smell:: sweet pee
current thing you ought to be doing:: Sleeping
current desktop picture:: ryan cabrera
current favorite band:: ryan cabrera,britney spears,nsync,o-town,clay aiken
current book:: j-14 magazines
current cd in stereo:: jessica simpson,britney spears
current crush:kurt
current favorite celeb:: jake gylehaal...ryan cabrera hottie
smoke:: No
do drugs:: No
have a dream that keeps coming back:: yes
remember your first real love:: haha unfortunatly
still love them:: kinda
read the newspaper:: um if britney spears is in it
have any gay or lesbian friends:: not that i kno of
believe in miracles::uhh sometimes
believe it`s possible to remain faithful forever:: Yes
consider yourself tolerant of others:: if i knew what that word ment lol nah jk....yea
consider love a mistake:: Not unless its with the wrong person
like the taste of alcohol:: no but amanda does lololol <33
have a favorite candy:: chocolate
believe in astrology:: not really
believe in God: Yeah
have any pets::yupp two FAT cats
have any piercings:: my belly button
have any tattoos:: i wish..but when im 18 im getting a fairy
hate yourself:: psh no i love myself
have an obsession:: Yeah with myself haha jk...yea i do with ryan cabrera
have a best friend:: colleen
care about looks: yea
first crush:: paul in 6th grade
first kiss:: i dont remember...o well
ever been in love:: unfortunatly..it hurts
do you believe in love at first sight:: yea
describe your ideal significant other:: Nice, Caring, cute,there for me ect
::APPEARANCE::
hair:: brown not orange
eyes:: bluish/green
height:: 5'5

::LAST THING YOU::
bought:: wendy's
ate + drank:: nacos,ice tea
read:: letter in the mail
::LAST PERSON YOU::
talked to:: amanda
IMed:: derek
hugged:: my mom
had a serious conversation with:: amanda
yelled at:: amanda

::WHO DO YOU WANT TO::
[ Kill ] AMANDA
[ Slap ] amanda
[ Get Really Wasted With ] amanda/kristi
[ Get High With ] um none do drugs and i dont trust ne one else
[ Look Like ] Britney Spears.
[ Talk To Offline ] amanda
[ Talk To Online ] no one

::HAVE YOU EVER::

[ Pictured your crush naked? ] maybe
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ]maybe
[ Been in love ]why is this ? ALWAYS popping up...i said unfortunatly
[ Cried when someone died ] um yea
[ Lied ] yeah

::WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX::
What do you notice first about:
[ Looks ] Eyes
[ Personality ] makes me laugh
[ Last person you slow danced with ]i HATE slow dancing

::WHO::
[ Makes you laugh the most? ] colleen..that girl is crazy
[ Makes you smile ] all my freinds
[ Gives you a funny feeling when u see them ] hmmm i wonder
[ Who is easiest to talk to ] amanda kristi and colleen

::DO YOU EVER::
[ sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you? ] I used to.
[ save aol/aim conversations ] yea still do only if its important
[ wish u were a member of the opposite sex ] No.
Cry because of someone saying something to you } ALL THE TIME!

::HAVE YOU EVER::

[ fallen for your best friend ] nope
[ been rejected ] Yep
[ rejected someone ] Yep
[ used someone ] yea and i feel awful
[ done something you regret ] um yes many thigns

::DO YOU // ARE YOU::

[ smoke cigarettes ] No
[ color ur hair ] Yes
[ ever get off the damn computer ] yes
[ habla espanol ] no
[ drink alchohol? ] once
[ like watching sunrises or sunset ] Yes.
What hurts the most? Physical pain or emotional pain? ] Emotional

well yea i was extremly bored so i decided i would steal this from colleen and do it lol cuz there is nothign esle to do lata <3

summer so far

2004-07-03T03:37:24Z

ok these past couple of days have been awsome i cant even imagin there just great ive spent them mostly with amanda and kurt and sometimes brad...no jill or kritsi what is up with that???....ne wayz today was by far the best went to kurts at like 9 30 sat around till 11 left brought brad and his drums to kurts dad watched them practice and they are wicked good..well to me they are..and um kurt u deff can sing!! yea and then kurt and shawn through me in the pool lol then left brought brad to work hung out with shanw amanda cuz kurt was in work went back to get brad and OMFG i saw the most unpleasnet sight a guy mastubating in his car ewwwww grooss do that in ur spare time loser!!!! then shawn scared some kids hhaahah he said he was gonna take there life lol o well it was funn then went to see kurt at work bothered him for like 10 mins then shawn went with kristi in her car brad with amanda and me in kurts car and then we went back to kurts dads and then hung out it was awsome!!!! so tommorrow i have a party at like friggan 1 and i have t be there till 4 then i can leave and go with amanda to kurts dads and whatc them play and hang out with them hopefully and then at 8 i have to go back to my loser party but it should be fun i cant wiat till tommorrow!! this summer is soo awsome i just cant wiat till it gets better..i kno ill have a great one!!!...so yea im pretty tired so im gonna go i think lol nOT im not tired lol well im gonna go so ill update about tommorrow so yea lave one if ya want <33

colinchic531 @ 2004-06-27T18:30:00

2004-06-27T22:32:48Z

why do i fuck things up ALL the time??

wenesday-thursday

2004-06-24T22:43:01Z

ok lets see it was 3 o clock and i was pumped for the jessica simpson concert but nope her kindey was i dunno but she postponed it hey thats fine i mean yea i was upset but its ok she is still gonna reschedual another date so its still on just like the britney spears concert will be reschedualed two concerts in one night lol o well its ok ne wayz so we were gonna go to the beach but we couldnt go lol then we got up (we as in kristi and collz) <333...we went to wendys and o boy we seriously got EVERYTHIGN off the dollar menu lol and kenny came and we all drove out BUT b4 we got to wendys these guys were behind us and they were beeping and colleen goes hey who are they beeping at are they beeping at us and i was like uhh i dunno so i just kept beeping back it was wicked funny so then colleen got in kennys car and i was in kristis and we went to my house and then kristi then to kennys and then to colleens we got into out bathing suits and colleens b/f throw me and colleen in the pool psh hello we were almost in lol and kristi well she just jumped in b/c she didnt wanna get thrown in but ne wayz then amanda came and o boy was she red she went to the beach and psh she got burnt lol then we washed kristis car and colleen got a bucket of soap and water in her face and her right eye lol and then we got dryed off and went driving around random places and amanda went home and then we got rob and then we drove some more stopped at haywards got soda and then dropped off rob and then went to the playground and colleen fell on top of me on this werid looking slide lol and we just had fun then went back to colleens house went to bed and this moring we went out for breakfast at dunkin dounuts and ate alot of food and went to colleens house and got our bathing suits and went to kristi b/f house and went swimmgin and i dunno we had an INCREDIBLE <---(LOL collz and kristi kno what im talking about) time lol and ok jo jo leave (get out) and ashlee simpson picese of me is so our song we sing it at the top of our lunges lol but it mad fun...umm thats it lol so ill update lata im out <3 cayla

summer so far

2004-06-23T13:31:29Z

well this summer so far has to be the best ive been hanging out with kurt,kristi,amanda,jill,shawn and sometimes well only once brad lol....but i got eaten alive so much it was crazy and kurt friggan slamed a bouncy ball on my leg lol now i have a bruise lol o well its ok and then OMG last nite they wanted to throw me in amandas pool hello i cant swim lol psh shanw said he would have came in and saved me HAHA i dont think so and amanda was like ill through in the floaty lol and chloe is stopping by today at like umm i dunno lol umm yea i dont realy kno what else to say o yea i was supposed to go see britney spears today in concert but we all kno what happened to that lol and then colleen got jessica simpson tickets lol so im seeing her tonite if its not cancelled lol o well im gonna go later <3 cayla

last day

2004-06-19T18:53:36Z

yupp yesterday was the last day we will all be together and guess what?.IT SUCKS cuz im really gonna miss alot of ppl and its just sad ya kno but o well in a way it will be good all i kno is i have englsih with amanda next yr so im set for that friggan class lol and yea lol yesterday i went to kristi after school well forst we got wendys drove around then went to amandas then elm st OMG I SAW MR LANE lol he is the best umm then we vistsied old teachers then we went to her house then robs i think grr lol i dont remeber ummm then we went to her hosue watched a movie haha it was funny then rob and his friend skinny?? dan i dunno lol came with him then they left and it was fun then i slept over her house and we just chilled then woke up got dressed kinda ate breakfast mmmm lol then dropped korey off at baseball and katey with her sister drove nowhere really lol then OMG she thought that i could fit into her lil ass window um yea it really didnt work out the way i thought it would have lol so i got boosted up and then my friggan small boobs got in the way lol that hurt bad and then my stomache started hurting fomr the window sill lol and so i got stuck kinda lol then i finally got througha dn she is laughign her ass off um not funny lol then she took a shower dropped me off i took a shower she is at work then im just sitting here doin nothing so im done lata <3 cayla

long time

2004-06-17T18:33:39Z

yupp havent written in a LONG time i havent been online in forever lol but o well i have a life umm ne wayz the past few days ive been habign out with kristi and babysitting lol fun stuff ryte? NOT who babysits ne more lol jk um today i had finals for french and cooking i loved the cooking final lol it was soo much fun to do lol and my french one was soo fucking long 200 question!!! um no lol but its ok i finshed it im just worried about the math final that im doin tommorrow o boy i hope i do good and i hope i finsh but yea other than that nothing has happened ummmm o yea i got bit in kristis car by somethign and now my foot is swollen so when i walk its like theres a weight on my foot lol i went to the doctors to get it checked out and he drew on my foot just to see if it gets bigger cuz if that happenens PSH IM SCREWED lol i was told not to dance for a while b/c part of it getting more swollen then it already is is b/c im always on my feet lol but yea lol MY FUCKOING BRITNEY CONCERT GOT CANCELLED!! im soo upset i really wanna see her in concert agian but its ok cuz she is reschedualing it so im deff seeing her when that happens lol but other than that theres nothing esle lol so im done comment if ya want o yea now i remeber i really really really like someone but im not sayign ne thing well now thats really it so im done lata <3 cayla

weekened

2004-06-13T02:45:12Z

well this weekended so far has been good umm friday are plans were soo good at first (me and chloes plans) we were supposed to go to the movies with two ppl but those plans jsut were fucked up so we didnt wanna stay home ALL night doin notging so we finalyy at last minute found someone to go and so we saw the day after tommorrow..in my opinoin it was a good movie except the edning SUCKED but jake the main charecter was HOTT but yea ne wayz then we got home around 10 30 and then i slept over her house which was fun lol adn tehn we woke up and yea we had brunch lol and we walked to the store in our pjs lol but um yea and then she had to work so she droped me off and im bored lol and tommorrow im hangin out with kristi around 1 and that should be fun but no im tired so im goin to bed lata <3 cayla

lalala hott day

2004-06-08T22:14:30Z

yea so last night was interesting not gonna say much cuz psh im not lol but yea im glad i talked ot someone for a lil it helped i hope were getting back to where we were....but yea then somethign happened i got flowers lol yea they were very pretty lol jk lol but yea today i didnt go to school and soon im gonna go into my pool and go swimming lol cuz im a cool lilttle kidd lol so yea ummm i wanna go to the beach but of course no car lol damnit lol OMG OK ON TRL TODAY JAMES LAFFERTY WAS ON AND OMFG IS HE HOTT!!!!! lol mad chill and in two weeks tommorrow im seeing my friggan idol in concert i cant wiat to see BRITNEY SPEARS!!!!!!with collz and amber lol i love those girls there seriously the best!! this summer will be great!!..and im pissed cuz i cant friggan find clay aiken tickets fucking jerks lol well yea ill find them but its hott so im goin swimming so im out lata <3 cayla

im soo pissed tho i hate nashua b/c of the friggan school split it really does suck b/c colleen for one is goin to north and it sucks and alot of other ppl that i have met this yr and are close to are all goin to north but noo i have to stay at south which isnt that bad b/c i kno ALOT of ppl who are at south but it just sucks cuz were all getting split up but hey thats just how life is but im gonna stop rambaling on so ill write later

yo

2004-06-05T01:44:44Z

well today was interesting i guess lol NOT no um i got picked up at like 630 and um we went to go get lil collz but um guess what she decided to not get a ride lol o well its ok we all still love her and um yea then we got to school AND OMG THE LOVE OF MY LIFE WAS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love the sub his name is mr.c and i sware we were ment to be lol jk but no i got two pics of him and i was wicked happy lol and whoa he is hott but he prob has a gf cuz a guy like him should lol but u kno all the girls were like crushin on him and i told them to back off lol yea then i had math w/ him hehe and then i had um child growth lol i almost forgot what i had umm really didnt do ne thign then we got yeabooks and then lunch was mad funny me and colleen had the best time screaming and laughing at some of the pics lol and then i had cooking i guess it was fun expcet the rude comments mike diecdes to make cause u kno he is cool NOT ne wayz then i had french lol mad good times EXCEPT of the ppl who like to say stuff and think it is funny like greg scott kyle and hil yah it really wasnt funny but ok i mean have u guys looked at ur self??? then we left schoola nd i went home babysat till like 6 went somewhere had seriously the best time since forever man do i miss it i just hope everythign is ok and we can start to build on that...but yea then i came home basically got yelled at like usual and shit but hey i dont care umm then i watched some tv and then yea thats it now im here so im gonna go now cuz im bored so im out lata <33 cayla

ok i went with my lil collz on tuesday to the mall and wendys lol o boy did we have some fun times..first we drove to wnedys and ate some chicken umm it couldn have been alot better chicken lol then we foolowed what i thought were three hott guys but it turned out that it was ONE guy and two girls so yea that sucked then we were driving around blasting JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!! haah we got some staris then we vistied amber lol it was funny then colleen noticed that she was on the line of empty HAHAH it was soo funny then we didnt kno how to pump gas lol but we made it to the mall and we got some stuff lol target was mad funny then we went to weathervane and i got my "dump him" shirt lol i love it then i got a tank top and colleen got lip gloss and i think that it i forget lol then we went and o boy she squiks her wheels haha and then she decieds to turn and i hit the side door lol and then she almost hits a PARKED boat lol but overall she is a wicked good driver and i had soo much fun with her...we soo gotta chill again hun!! soon!! o yea when i get my licesne or whenever u want during the summer we gota go to the ebach ok....well that wa sit but i had a blast..thanks hun! <33333 6/23

colinchic531 @ 2004-06-03T19:24:00

2004-06-03T23:29:05Z

well last nite i slept over chloe's house let me tell ya mad fun lol then today we went to school obv. and my day was goin good then i found out some bad news and i dont really think its ne ones bussiness what hapened but um yea and then iw ent to lunch same ole same ole and then i went to cooking cried thanks jackie for cheering me up with james lafferty lol yea then i went to french and we had a friggan test i hope i past but i thik i did pretty good that test took like the whole period then i went to the bubbler to get a drink and some gurl came up to me and was like r u cayla and i was like yes and she heard that i was talking shit about sarah behind her back UM I DEFF WASNT i woudl never do that and i hope she knows that? im not like that but ok ne ways i gotta go eat so ill update lata ok im out<33

*memorial weekened

2004-05-31T22:52:17Z

ok this weekened started off kinda blah and upsetting cuz me and sarah werent talking and shit and it was deppressing so i didnt really have a good nite...but my cuz and auntie came up and aww did i miss them lol but yea i went to bed early like aorund 1130 cuz i had orentaion the next moring at 10..after that i left with my cuz and auntie to some place near laconia and meridieth i just dont kno how to spell it lol then me and my cuz played sorry SO MANY TIMES lol and then we pigged out like whoa lol and then lol we played gold fish lol i said i was the ebst but lost lol then me and my cuz and auntie played war and again i said i was the best but the game lasted for seriously an hour and i got out within the first 2 mins lol how sad then we slept and my aunti splet with us hahaha it was fun and then we came home in the long traffic lol but hey it was all good...and there was a beach there and we were told it was only a mile donw but it really was like two miles lol but overall i had a blast this weekened...and then i got home called sarah we talked lol great times on the phone with her...hey i made the sandwhiches lol then tommorrow i gotta babysit lol o well then wenesday im goin to sarahs and yah teh rest fo teh week i gott babysit lol so yea...im out lata <3 cayla

ok i have to add that i idolize britney spears soo much i always have but im gonan let everyone know it..like my lj layout ive always had ppl taht i liked on it but now im keeping it britney spears style cuz i LOVE HER SOO MCUH...she is such an inspriation to me and i love that when i get older i wanan be just like her..she can dance she can sing i just love her and idolize her..ppl hate her or w/e but i dont really care soo w/e....but i cant wiat till JUNE 23RD i get to see my idol in concert AGAIN and with the two best gurls ever sarah and my lil collz lol yes!!! that will be the best nite ever

bored

2004-05-24T22:13:46Z

so today it was pretty fun lol this is what happened lol i went to my besteset friend ever house lol that didnt make snese but OWELL lol so then it was me ryan max and of course sarah we all went to her house for a lil and went into her room lol ryan took one of her tampons and stuck it up his nose lol and tehn she put this shaving stuff on him its kinda like veet but its not lol i think but newayz lol then it was buring him and on then he had to pee lol and we all attempted to undo his belt trust me if u walked into sarahs room it dindt look ryte lol but then we all started walking into hollis crosing lol to take our emo pics lol it was hilarious sarah made ryan tae off his shirt haha it was pretty funny lol but HEY i had an awsome time lol it was good then me and sarah took none emo pics and we screwed those up lol we laughed or we werent ready lol MAD FUNNY lol then we all left cuz we had to go cuz sarah had driving hour lol she will get her licesne soo lol go sarah lol but yah now im here bored doin nothing..yesterday i went to my cuz rectial lol WICKED GOOD she did awsome awwwww i love her lol she is deff a crazzy kid lol and yah thats it lol and there coming up this weekened haha mad fun lol well im gonna go now cuz i anit got nothign else to say lol im out lata <3 cayla

colinchic531 @ 2004-05-16T19:06:00

2004-05-16T23:12:42Z

this weekened was ok i guess friday i went golfing with james we have been planning to go golfing since 9th grade and we just finally decided to go lol spurr of the moment..then saturday was soo friggan hott decied it was about time to go swimmgin and i finnaly met teh guy at 7-11 we didnt really talk much but o well umm then sunday i waited for mike to show up but he never did so o well i guess..and then i talked ot my sarah on the phone fo a good hour and then she said she will call me back so im just wiating lol umm but yah thats pretty much it..um this week i duno what im doin umm i think im i dunno lol but here is my schedual
~monday~-have to come home for some unknown reason
~tuesday~ nothing yet
~wensday~ (early release)sarahs's
~thursday~ job interview hehe
~friday~ babysitting or maybe not
~saturday~nothing yet~
~sunday~my lil cuz dance recital awwww cant wait i love her!! lol

thats it so if ya wanna hang on the days im free let me kno ok im out lata
<3 cayla

p.s i soo friggan saw chelsea at mini golfing friday..psh she is the best lol

Cayla's Journal

colinchic531 @ 2004-09-07T09:27:00

i love him

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-26T15:43:00

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colinchic531 @ 2004-07-21T21:44:00

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-20T18:57:00

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colinchic531 @ 2004-07-16T11:46:00

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-12T11:19:00

colinchic531 @ 2004-07-08T16:11:00

bored

summer so far

colinchic531 @ 2004-06-27T18:30:00

*wenesday-thursday*

summer so far

last day

long time

weekened

lalala hott day

yo

colinchic531 @ 2004-06-03T19:24:00

*memorial weekened

bored

colinchic531 @ 2004-05-16T19:06:00

wenesday-thursday